The Cry of my Heart

I just want to love You Jesus. Why can’t the world see that it has freedom screaming out to them from the inside of their spirit. Jesus won’t You come and back and fully redeem us to You. Come and make the dark world bright with Your light. Will You awaken hearts to the knowledge of the truth of Your heart for Your created ones, made in the image of You.You are holy, fairer than the sons of men. You never change, you are glorious, radiant and beautiful. Come back Jesus. I need You more than I know. Vindicate me O Lord by Your coming. I desperately seek Your face but all I have is this dimly lit mirror. Come and restore clarity. Humanity is so far from Your original design.I cry out from the depths of my heart and stand in the gap for humanity and plead with You to come back. I need You, I cannot deny my inherent need of a Savior, You. All flesh is grass fading away only You last, only You remain.

I’m not worthy of Your sacrifice yet You see me as worth it. How can that be? Such a wretch like me, a hopeless basket case. Yet You made me and You love me, every single part. Even the past is wiped clean. The character traits that I think are displeasing You have declared it good. I am in You and You are in me. Take me to the place where You are. You are holy. I want to stand before Your throne of grace completely held captive by Your beauty. I want to gaze in fascination at the emerald rainbow of mercy that surrounds Your throne. I’m thirsting for You in this dry and weary land. Oh how I need You, oh how I long for You face to face.

I know one day we will be together. You will open up the gates of New Jerusalem and say, “Enter and find rest My child.” There will be no need for the sun for the Son shall the light, You will be my sunshine. I will have a new name, a new body glorified like Jesus’, and the capacity to freely receive from You and bow before Your feet in worship for days on end since there will be no night there. Eternity is just a shore. I want to swim in Your kindness and love for me. I’ve never loved like this, I’ve never been so in love. Bridegroom, King and Judge won’t You take me into You completely one day.

Expand my capacity for more of You Holy Spirit. Strengthen my inner man. Let my will be pleasing to You. I delight in Your word daily, it is the lamp unto my path. Guide me now and forevermore I pray.

Hallelujah Amen!